Poetry thread.

[ExtraCheeZ]

Britney said;
open a poetry thread.
Here it is,
post your shiz.

[Bloodcast_Wench]

Suicide (how original)
This is what I feel like,
Taking me from my life,
Softly cutting my wrist.

Ending the fight
Ending your lies
Ending my fears

Mum Dad, I thought you loved me,
But all you could do was yell
That I was not worth it and nothing was positive to tell

Burn in hell
You betrayed me
I hate you

I grab the knife
Ready my wrist
Make it a fist

Blood drips down on the floor
I don’t care about it anymore

This is what I feel like
Commiting suicide
I want to die

Goodbeye
Here I stand, here I lie
I was little, you were singing to me a sweet lullaby
Dad you gleamed with pride
Never knowing what would come of my life
A living hell

All you could do but making me feel rejected
I never did it right
So I denied to fight
I didn’t want to
I couldn’t

Neither did I compare to your beliefs
I was a stranger
A black sheep

So you yelled at me
filthy stupid child
You’re insane and drive me mad
Am I really that bad?
What did I do to give you the right?
To yell at me, making me feel like commiting suicide?
I don’t care about the both of you anymore

To you I’m a freak
A filthy Borderliner
Just a sin and waste of time
Don’t worry I’ll grant you the wish, it’s fine.
I’ll kill myself
Goodbeye

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~*~My Saint Anger~*~
The anger builds up within
I know to you I’m a sin....

Blood, Fury and rage
Saint Anger has showed her face
You better steer clear
For it’s not me, but the beast

I don’t care
I don’t respect
All you did to me was reject
and ignored my feelings after you beat me

I feel the beast awake
My body starts to tremble and shake
as you yell at me

To you, I’m worthless
Just an annoying piece of
Let me make you clear
I’m far from that,
I’m coming near

I’m madly in anger with you
I’m seething with rage towards you

I smell your fear,
You don’t know what to do
You beg for mercy but I reject
You remain to protest as I return what you did to me

No more mercy
No more pain.It’s over now,
Saint Anger has avenged

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~~Hollow Tears~~
The rain clatters like bricks on the window
The same feeling I share,
feeling hard but hollow

Leave me to cry
I want to die
I don’t want to remember
What you did to me was all but kind

You kept hitting me and yelling
Blood mingled with my tears
So many times
I prayed to God for Redemption
But all he did was sending you back to me

So I cry hollow tears
Despair and hate towards myself grows.
Hollow tears streak my scars
As a bitter comfort
But I know, you are still here,
You will come back to torture me

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Chains

I'm chained,
Chained to the wall
I don't care anymore,
I'm about to fall,
Deep down, I might feel,
but on the surface there's nothing left to see

I'm scarred,
Scarred on all sides
you think I'm hurt but I'm all numb,
I've cut myself just to feel,
just to be,
to be real,

I'm so alone,
I feel so hollow,
I'm borderline,
from dark to light,
from full to hollow,

I'm like a bottle,
I'm like a vase,
fill it with water,
then look at me......

I'm all stone,
You can't see what I think or feel
Al there once was in me is gone......
I'm chained, so chained,
choking myself with the burden of myself
I'm all alone,
nothing is left to be done
so nothing shall be done

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[Hunessai]

I love re-using homework.

The One Not Seen
I can gaze on thee for but a second,
Thy beauty consumes my mind whole.
If thou would only have beckoned,
Thou would have had my body and soul.

Now I can not touch thee,
For thou art with another.
I dare not go on my knee
For it would enrage my brother.

There is one choice before me-
To live as a hermit in the wood,
Secretly pining for my darling pea.
But this would bring no good.

I am set to leave this place,
So I may forget your flawless grace.


Computer Love
My one true love is here with me,
She stays in this place every night.
From this outlet she can not flee,
And her lovely monitor always glows bright.

She gently whispers in my ear,
When my hand rubs her mouse,
'You'll always love me, won't you dear?'
'Your slick keyboard is my one true spouse.'

When she is sick with virus or worm,
I cure her as would a doctor.
Her upkeep requires full-term,
As I am her only proctor.

My life is hers to waste,
I shall never feel human embrace.

[Cortana]

Whispering promises, lifting secrets and dreams, hopes and prayers,
carrying greetings, kissing with a breath of salty ocean, grassy field,
a taste of the sky, flushing my cheeks, stroking my hair,
dancing, singing, laughing, playing, running through the leaves, embracing
me, filling me,
stealing away my breath and setting my soul free.

Freezing the depths of my soul, dragging off bleeding leaves as dying
soldiers, branches as sabres, coughing with a decaying breath of city fog,
of poisoned Gulf, a taste of desolation, howling in misery through the
death in the treetops, seeking to unsettle and usurp, lurking, stooping,
biting, stinging, screaming, chilling my being, stealing away my
warmth, and yet setting my soul afire.

And 'tis gone, a love borne and a love lost. Not a visible mark, but a
wounded spirit.

[Samurai Slayer]

Goth Poem:

I just want to die
will you take the knife and stab?
please, just one quick thruse

[bendak]

Okay I guess its time to take a trip down memory lane. These are two of the many poems my ex gf wrote for me while we were together...

All I'll Ever Need
By Lily

I believe that our love is as true as can be
and I hope you realize how in the world as much you mean to me.
When I sleep, figments of you is all I could see
you've opened up and began a whole new world for me
and you've truly set my heart out
and your love is something I would never doubt.
No one can destroy the love I feel for you
and with any struggles I know together we can always seem to get through
although no one will even till the end of time make out exactly how I feel
just know every moment I spend with you are the most wondrous times of my life and nothing's ever been as real.
Nothing builds me up to be happier then to know that we're together
and I just long for every minute used up with you could hold out forever.
Every time I'm near you, I never want to leave
but making it last with you is something I'm going to have to achieve
nobody will ever compare to the ravishing skies you bring
and loving you this much induces such a astounding blissful thing.
What I see in you is something I've never seen in anyone before
and I know that day after day my love will grow more and more
I don't ever wanna make the mistake of allowing you to just slip away
I pray to God everyday hoping that you too will continually wanna stay
and if for some reason I'm feeling some heartache through the night
I know from the profundities of my heart that I'll still be alright because
throughout my whole life all I needed was someone just like you
and your love and nothing more.

[bendak]

This one was from when I was first getting to know her, and I found out she used to cut herself...of course I got her to stop though. I was the only person she told.
A Shoulder I Could Learn To Lean On
By Lily

I was always told to smile and to not worry about so many things or even care
to accept things the way they are now because life isn't always fair.
The problem was I did care, and couldn't always accept things the way they were right because that's just me.
And nobody really understands or could see.
I cared about everything and in this life of mine I felt so alone.
I needed to find answers to the unknown.
On the inside I was being torn apart.
I had no one to tell because what's there to say about a hurting heart?
What is there to say about an unhappy world?
When everyone expects you to be the perfect girl.
What is there to say about a miserable vicinity?
I didn't know a person who actually seemed to care, a person to try and see what's wrong.. or take pity.
Sure I looked happy, just to please the people I was surrounded by.
But within the clothes I wear was a secret I surely denied.
With every red beaded line, I would sigh in such a calm relief.
And every face I saw, was a sign of disbelief.
I didn't cry when I was hurt, angry, or upset...instead I cut.
I couldn't tell a friend or a family member because I knew that no one would keep their mouth shut.
Somehow even though I was suffering, I couldn't seem to feel the pain.
I wanted to feel the anger and depression that I could never explain.
Complex emotions leaked from my flesh in the form of blood, rather than tears that would fall from others eyes.
No one could see the pain behind the mask, the tears that I would hold back, because of my disguise.
My secret kept me safe and made me feel so secure.
It made me feel so aware of myself and so sure.
The world seemed to slow down.
Yet nothing felt to be turning about or around.
Not only did I hide behind this disguise, but some overall excuse.
I abused myself, and the feeling of being so aware and sure changed to being confused.
No one knew about the war that was going on inside of my soul.
But with this blade in my hand, I finally felt like I was in control.
I oversaw the idea of having to put more weight on the blade against my wrist to stop all my depression forever.
And never again would I have to deal with the anger or hurt again, never.
But not ever did I try doing that because deep inside of me I knew there was at least some people who cared if I was dead.
But I decided to keep going ahead.
Cutting had been a release, an ephemeral exhale, a brief hope that I could make it hurt enough to let out the pain.
Because I was stupid enough to think it would make me smile again.
Not some fake smile everyday, but one so real.
I wanted to make myself bleed and then watch myself heal.
I wanted to be in control of a war I fought by myself inside.
But no longer could I deny this or hide.
I guess the people we want to be here for us will never notice or care.
But the people that have always been here we never notice are there.
But now I realize...
That the person I could trust most is right before my eyes.
I had to let someone know, what was happening, and I guess I'm happy that I'm not gone.
Because the person I told....was someone I could have faith in and who's shoulder I could learn to lean on.

[Twitchmonkey]

Damn! The emo burns me! I need to insert my signature insanity into this:

Ode to a Weasel

I am, the master of the universe – and all it came to be.
The furry creatures prosperate and all bow down to me.
Construction on the chasm has begun but now it fails to last, at least the bridge is taken down the freedom turns me crass.
When I look upon my lovely kingdom only one thing still remains, the more the tell me, the more they see me, the less I are insane.

[Samurai Slayer]

about my friend Matt:

I got skillz
cuz I'm on different pillz
I run into windmillz
I got looks that killz

I want some candy
wouldn't that be dandy?
I wish I were a girl named Mandy
That would come in handy

I'd have big hooters
to save me from the looters
and military recruiters
plus I love clean tooters

Metallica is good
I get morning wood
I have a hood
and wear it, I should

to hide my face
it's a disgrace
nose is outta place
I'll hit you with a suitcase

[Cortana]

Why would you want to be a Mandy? I've been one all my life. It's not helped me at all.

[Hunessai]

I always thought that Mandy was a neat name.. why not?

[Twitchmonkey]

It's like candy, but it starts with man, so it's man candy, so Attrebus is named Mandy?

[Samurai Slayer]

I meant my friend wants to be mandy. He acts like a woman a little to well, and Mandy is the closest To matt I could think of

[Cortana]

Well, it's technically Amanda. I hate it when people call me Mandy. Guess we're all cool, then. Attrebus can have Mandy, and I'll be Cortana.

[Samurai Slayer]

Amanders

[Cortana]

What? That didn't rhyme, by the way.

[Samurai Slayer]

I know, but it rhymes with Bananers

[Samurai Slayer]

Boys are so cold
They speak without meaning
The only time they talk is in their sleep
And girls are a bore
Their touch without feeling
Their secrets always far too grim to keep
And up until now
You've lived in their shadows trying hard to please them
But they'll never see
And they'll never hear you...tonight

[Cortana]

That's really good! Great rhythm, it could be a song.

[Samurai Slayer]

it is a song

but I edited parts of it for a spin off song...

[Cortana]

I'm good.

[Samurai Slayer]

lmao

[Samurai Slayer]

My Life

This is the beginning of the end
As my life turns around the bend
Nearly 20 and still a kid at heart
Ha-ha, look at him he made a fart!
See what I mean?

I’m getting old and can’t reverse
The life of me that wasn’t rehearsed
How I wish to be a kid again
Making fun of parts on men
Doesn’t that sound fun?

Growing facial hair faster than a beast
No longer the baby I was, at least
I’d love to be 5 or 6
Playing those innocent little tricks
Remember how fun those were?

Anger and Sorrow fill me now
Becoming old and wrinkled, WOW!
I don’t want that to happen, please god make it stop
I just wanna go back to eating IHOP
Weren’t those pancakes great?

Taxes and Jobs don’t sound like fun
Neither does being a cliché pun
I want to be alive
To be free and thrive
Don’t you wanna too?

[Cortana]

I like the ends of the stanzas!

[Samurai Slayer]

Wewt! I know